Life seems but a quick succession of busy nothings. ~ Jane Austen

Wednesday, February 19, 2014

My Sister is Getting Married

My big sister
Is getting married
I'm so happy for her
For them
I'm so happy
But it's kind of weird
I mean, she's getting MARRIED...
I'm also feeling bittersweet
Only 7 months until 
My life is radically changed
My beloved sister
Will move out of our room
This house
This city
No more big sister to depend on for everything
I'll have to do stuff myself all the time 
(Wohich will be good for me) 
No sister to mooch off
But she'll be happy
I'll be happy for them
And she'll only be an hour away
So I'll still see her often
And she'll always be my big sister

Monday, February 17, 2014

So Happy

So very happy
When that thing you've wanted
For someone else
Comes true :)

Thursday, February 13, 2014


It is tempting to abandon my blogs.
Because I have an ideal blog in my head.
But then I think of all I've written over the years,
And the thought saddens me, that all that would be gone.
But then
I could always keep this blog,
And delete the other one,
And start from scratch with that one.
But, if I really think about it,
I don't have time for that perfect blog.
So I will continue writing this one,
And my teacher blog.
And I will continue leaving my blog that was closest to my ideal
On the backburner.
Waiting for the day when I will have time for something regular.

Wednesday, February 12, 2014


I am determined.
To get done everything I have written on my to-do list.
We'll see what the morning brings.

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Monday, February 3, 2014


Don't blog
Why or why not?
No diary
No commitment
My life is a sad series of phases:
Short good ones
Long bad ones