Priorities

Lord,

Help me

To organize my life according to what You desire

Instead of what I feel like in the moment.

I know that only in this way can I ever feel like I'm accomplishing anything.

So please help me.

Inspiration vs Reality

My inspiration

Is

Always

Outlived

By my reality.

Christmas Holidays in a List

Hang out with boyfriend

Slide car into ditch

I'm ok

Car's ok

People are nice

Baby it's cold outside

Parents arrive

Wait for CAA

Tow truck

Work

Food

Work

Christmas day with Brandon's family

Remembering Jesus's birth

Food

Games

Relax

Gifts

Games

Work

Cousins 

Laughter

Food

Gifts

Laughter

Food

Girl time

Fun

Mandarin

Work 

Work

New Year's Eve party

#nodrunkshere

Exhaustion sets in

Midnight

Nap

Storm sets in

Safe

Sleep

Relax

Games

Food

Work

Done

Fall into routine

Work: Tube Park

Started working at my winter job today (second year at it in a row). I work the tube park part of my local ski resort. It's supposed to be the best snow tubing in Ontario. I have a lot of fun working there. Everyone (the customers) was happy: two days before Christmas!

Family Christmas

Tons of people

Loud noise

Christmas music

Tables laden with food

Mandarin takeout

Gifts

Baking

Singing carols

Happy

More food

I Am The Rain

I am the rain.

You are the river.

I unburden my weary heart.

You wash my tears far away

So they mingle with bygone years and are forgotten.

One Request

I just want to curl up in a ball and let the world wash over me. And when it's gone, my troubles with it, I'll stand up, and maybe then I'll be ok.

Anguish and Tears

Tears

Deep anguish

Soul wrenching

Emotional exhaustion

Despair

Tears

It's 2:00 In The Morning

It's 2:00 in the morning

I'm trying to decide if that cup of caffeinated coffee was worth it...

It was good coffee

But I do love sleep...

My friend even warned me,

Knowing how caffeine affects me,

That it was caffeinated coffee.

Come to think of it, 

This is probably the combination of the cup of coffee at 6 p.m.

And the cup of coffee at 9:15 p.m.

...

Perfect and Encouraging

You are so encouraging. I don't know how you stand me, when I find myself so annoying sometimes. I don't know how you're so patient with me when I come complaining to you so often. I am so needy, and you just take it all in stride. I'm beginning to see, more and more, that while you're not perfect, you're perfect for me.